|
|
BALLOONS AND STONES
6.3.2001
You are a stone dragging me back,
You are a weight pulling me down,
I'm a balloon wanting to fly,
And you, my dear, you are my brake.
You only gain, give nothing in change
And I am weak to go on like this
I'd give all my love, yes, I can say
Paradox. Your mind's shut to feel my kiss.
I have a feeling which is quite sad
You are the one with who I could fly
But you say "Pity, we've met to early,
I simply cannot see your value yet."
Though we've been a couple sharing
Many hours of our lives
I still see those barriers helping you
From intimacy to come between us
Finding way to avoid fears and mistakes
Which are the only way to develop you
Yep, you hardly tried to share
The inside of you, open up, not to be a fake
I can no longer go on
Giving all I can
Hearing love from you
But feeling not its flame
Realising hopelessly
Emotion's become a routine
Obligation, commitment
You've got stuck away from me
To he honest I don't know
Why you hadn't quit, I did
Is better to kid yourself or
Face the truth and get a hit?
Little problem which is here
Is surely in your heart
You unwilling to change a thing
Are lazy even simply try
But I can tell you all I am
If you do like it like this
You are free to feel this way just
make it clear in time, oh please
If you're happier without me
Well, that's what you want
I thought I could set you free
Now I see I was wrong
I need an engine driving me ahead
I need a seeker looking for new things
I don't need a stone pulling me to drown
I need the best one among all the kings.
I hoped it would be you...
